Live life to the fullest

Laughed at the Misha's joke in the sedation of the vodka in that cool breeze of a Beach Resort.... Enjoying the highness of an invitation for a blind date from Misha. Eyes are reflecting the brightness due to the confidence for settling down well in this western country. 

I'm dancing while Misha offered, feeling like enjoying, but some where in the deep, I am getting jerks Am I really enjoying, is this my real happiness??

 My heart slowly painting my loves photo in my brain who were left by me in India. I felt that I couldn't sit there roaming here and there. Whatever Misha understood my situation, she tried to change my mood by flirting. 

She wanted me deeply at that time. But I couldn't live in that moment. Misha is so provoking with her white transperent frock, she want me to move forword. She sat under a roof focusing light with that transperent frock to provoke me. 

 the sparkle in her eyes, her ability to shine bright made me so admirable, but not Lovable..... Told sorry to her and walked down from there, walked to reach me by asking the waves to help. The moon is showing the possible paths. After deep pain in the Heart and the legs, I laid at a moment on that rough sand,

Immediately I remembered her ankles, only ankles...

While she was walking, I used to look at her ankles to know how much is she raising from ground....... Remembering  trinkets n black around one of her legs.......I could get to know abt her taste.......Her wrists usually shivers while in serious situations... so sensitive... She speaks with rise up, chin up manner with lot of confidence.......I would sense her aura around the hand.... Her hair, Which will dance to the air instead of floating....... WoW

Oneday I kept debating so hardly to get her attention. Later when I apologized, she laughed and appreciated my attitudes.

She nails anything with her best partner, her waist And she doesn't care of anything while she is working. 

She had no model or statue type body.... But there is a wonder with her. I want that closeness with her.

Enrouting my walk towords her by booking a flight ticket to reach her. 

Brain and Heart Emotional Connect

Missing some years in your life or missing some time span is not a wonder in your life. It's a time which you are not like you or facing situations which you couldn't handle.

You used to remember every sweet moment of the childhood... Arrival of your grand father with eatables, bathing in the flowing canal, draping mother's sarees secretly, first adolsent attraction, movies with your dad, everything which touches your heart in the growing process. You remember all the number of the particular year which you enjoyed alot. We usually remember the political changes around and global. We can easily tell the approximate year in our old age also.

But some life span and some of the years couldn't remembered by us. One, who can remember the year which he seen his favourite movie and laughing with his mother couldn't remember the major changes in his life means he is not interested in the life which he is leading now. He is feeling the routine in the life hikes. He is walking in the life which his Heart doesn't like. May be he doesn't give a chance to Heart to tell or he didn't hear to the Heart.

Brain stores the feel of Heart in a tiny situation of eating outside food with a hearted 💔 one as a great memory than a Five star Lunch. Brain stores the day of Hard work combined with Smart.

Brain has great power in remembering, but it is more powerful when the moment connects to the Heart. Brain losses its interest when the moment is not connected emotionally. Brain and Heart functions are entirely different as a Theory, but in this scenario they are deeply connected.

Observe one thing... We don't remember emotional break ups, cheated situations after long term. But we do remember walking with hand held with our Father, Childhood fightings with our siblings, watering our favourite plant.

Woman is not matured at the Love

A girl need a man in her life to become a woman for the stability and maturity he may bring to her.

Love is something that happens naturally. It's the calmest place in your life, the safest blanket you've ever worn,A peace of mind you've never had before.

Immature love says "i love you because i need you." while Mature love says "i need you because i love you."

But woman is always immature in love, but don't have immature love. 

She wants to show her love to her friends, want to cherish his lover with his friends. She wants to show their closeness to her friends. She wants to exhibit the strength of their relationship. In everything in the aspect of love, she is the most immatured. May be her conscious of she doesn't want anybody rather than him creates all this immature things. 

She wants to show her friends how she is happy in the relation, in the same way she want to show her soulmate how she is cherished the freedom with her friends.

 She wants to show her life to his love, at the same time she wants to introduce her world to her love.

She always asks suggestions even she knew she is doing right. She wants to give upperhand to him even he doesn't seek. She wants to mould how he like her. 

She wants him to keep on express his love. She wants him to identify her as a special in all the girls.

You never lose someone who lives in your heart

Emotions are so hard to handle. Break up is uploaded unknown burden upto the neck and didn't allow me to think and swallow.

May be that's my mistake to enter into a relation.... In Illusion of got admired of me and my character by the person.

But not getting rid of the sensation of that touch and smell. Always feeling them and turning towords expecting him.

In my view, there is no such limit of community levels, status levels for a relation, want same maturity levels. Think that I'm not wrong. May be I mistaken in measuring maturity levels.

If God allow me for a boon, I desire there is no such thing break up. It's an emotional Tsunami which mayhem the heart of the women, the prey.

We can't exist without Heart, how we can exist without the person who's in your heart.... But want to exist. May be He is with you only if He is in your heart.

I want a relation be a sweet memory even it's not existing now... But don't want to be degraded, fought for no reason.

Expression

Expression is a quite natural thing which differentiate human from other animals. Humans like to express their happiness, sad, anger and their pleasure, but can express only if we like the circumstances and like the persons around us.

People love to capture expressions, but not all.

There is a meaning for our feeling only if it's having an expression. Expression is perfectly elevated only when we have no inhibitions, perfect bonding with the other person.

Loss of expression of anger leads to vicious situations, loss of expression of happiness has no meaning, loss of expression of pleasure is not 100% satisfied pleasure. 

Identification of human expression is quite natural to other person, but not for all the persons. But quite easy for the persons, whose wave lengths matched. 

We can share our feelings easily and fall in love with the person easily with the one who identifies our expression of feelings.

Our feelings are more visulized when they are identified. Happiness increased, anger decreased, pleasure will be meaningful.

Identification of pain expression makes people close, identification of happiness expression will improve their act for our happiness.

If you are not expressing your pleasure, that's not pleasure, and leave the person which whom you couldn't express your pleasure.

Life should have the Freedom of no need to hide our feelings and pleasure