Everybody's life has good memories and bad experiences. Everyone steps up and down and knows how to deal with them.
The person who deals with downs had more worthy experiences. Trending down is the most common feature of the misfortunate person.
No even one break or one huge turn in life except that unfortune. No new step up or even no same path of my birth. What's the most unfortune is I'm very much fortunate for anyone who met me in their life path.
Expecting every simple person or thing that's a big turn, but everytime disappointed.
Accepting everything for passing time even it's not even her cup of tea. Eventually missing the identity, turning the ideology, walking with no interest in life without touching the feet to the floor.
Simply becoming the naughty big eyes even more big by seeing the great turns of the others in a very simple random way through a single step even they are worth very small, but now they (the eyes) couldn't stop the rain of them, appearing an ocean when we observe the dark lines below the eye liner. The eyes still remembering it's beautiful showers under a shower years back.
Sounds that depression when the door is locked, living with no one for her vibrated the downturn with the immaturity of Longiness.
Still have a little hope for that dusky eyes... But the hope is now went back behind the showers and slowly laying down on the folding hand with still thinking which has no use.. Want a consoling palms, but what a fortune, missed that intimacy hand also for the big desire of her consoling hands.....
Not a misfortune.... Not a exact word.... Searching for the word
