Thursday 28 June 2018

Never Beg

How pleasant the world is..... My Heart beats wakes me up with a beautiful rhythm... The morning sun ⛅ rays touching my feet with their warmth hug... Came to this world with the message...Good Morning... Awake by the endearment call... Indulged.... Pamperings.... Carings.... Care for my driving... Care for my food.... bouquets...snap chats.... Video calls... Short meets... Long weekends... Teasings... Kiddings.... Dying to pick others calls... Shiny moments... Great Enjoyments... Brining our best...The way smiled with me...Looked at me...Getting held my hand...Throwing my forelock back...thrillings...Thought literally we are made for each other...
Something is changing... Ticking along totally fine.... Sense ignoring.... Less available... Something going on.... Not return calls and texts.... Feel distant... Accusing of not caring enough... Stopped discussing future..... No excitements...
Long time gone after sunrise, but me still in darkness... Texting... Calling... Pleasing to meet... No replies... Walk aways... Build up of resentment...
My foot don't want to get down.... Darkness around me.... Punishment for no mistake....
I can't tolerate.... My heart asking about the person... Can't allow me to cherish... Draining... Hopelessness... Exhausted...
But understood want to walk away.... It's not right to lead a toxic relationship...
Never beg someone to be with you.....
Never beg for attention, commitment, affection, time, effort....
Never beg someone to come back or stay...
Never beg someone to be in your life....
Begging is demanding and degrading....
If someone doesn't willing with their arms wide open, they are not worth it...
Want to walk away.... It's my self respect....
No need to chase people.... Want to work hard.... Be an example...
The people who belongs in my life will come... Find me... Who will love me... Who will stick around me when times get tough... Will be proud of me.... Will treat me well... Will make me their priority..... What I deserve... Nothing less.....
Everyone who is in our life is meant to be a part of our journey, but not all of them are meant to stay.....
If someone is stupid enough to walk away from us, be smart enough to let them go far.

Never beg while creating a new world for you...
Never beg while showing new path to your followers...

Swati Mutthina Male Haniye .....

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